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all thanks to my baby!
Went thistle for a stay and WOW!!!
had a great great relaxation and pampering time.
loves!
- Mood:
excited
had international sakura buffet finally!!!! wahaha!
we were damn damn bored waiting for sakura to open! haa
and when it open, we went in! LOL
i love my boy for being so sweet!
met up with poly gang and couple gang? haa
the guys just went in to army and so we met up with 4 botak man =)
it's quite a sad thing whenever we talk, it's abt army cuz that's their life?
however we girls have our own life! haa
but it's fun talking and listening to them.
had lotsa laughter and talks.
went to met dar dar and the other 2 couples.
we went KTV! haa
sang our lungs out and were overtime until they off the system to ask us to leave! =p
it's quite value for money as it's by room per hour. so better not have just a few ppl la.
oh so some were hungry and wanted supper - MAC =.=
they couldnt make up their mind and in the end when alvin heard 'kopi',
he said out and let the man heard so he repeated and everyone laughed, saying - no kopi, no kopi! LOL
went alvin's contemporary house and watched Titanic!
then we played Wii and it was already 6! haa
slack till 7 plus 8 and home sweet home after breakfast.
reached home around 9.30 and slept till 2 plus =)
later i'm going to my cousin's wedding =)
now i'm still in a gong gong mind! haa!!!
=) i love weekends!
- Mood:
chipper
i'm in better mood after so so so long (3 - 4 days only though)
oh the stitch on my wisdom tooth wound came out slightly.
so i tried to move my jaw more daringly. haa
i don like the feeling still.
i have lots of antibiotics to finish still. =X
i want to bite bite bite!!!
let me bite bite bite!!!
my teeth is itchy for some exercise =)
siew siew is tired... but...
medicine make me stay awake at night for some time.
falling asleep is a little hard. =(
tmr's lesson is at Teachers' Network, Granges Road...
Near Orchard. Haa. No half day, till 4pm.
Nvm, it's TGIF!!!
Lesson at Orchard?
How hip is that with some purple cards?? Haa!!!
- Mood:
calm
Cost me a bomb, lots of pain and lots of tears.
Brought back the tooth and scolded it! =.=
it's dumb i know.
Cant stand it when dad just cant understand and keep scolding. So irritating.
Why must the first thing be money before the slightest care shown?
If you are not paying then please shut up.
At least I feel you still care for me and not the money.
Really cannot stand it!
Dar dar came to see me yst night as well.
Felt safe.
I wonder if my tears nerve is hurt cause I've been crying.
During surgery, after surgery. =.=
Now I'm at home rotting.
A little swollen, waiting for it be become pig head.
Wondering if my nerve was hurt cause I feel it weird.
I want good food.
Feeling uber sad.
Where are my frens?
I need some love =(
- Mood:
crushed
So boring! Sleepy sleepy!
This lecturer is so so so 'dunno wat she is talking'
Tiring and I am here blogging in class.
This just shows how boring life here is with this weird lecturer.
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- Location:At course
- Mood:Bored
over sensitive
overly straight forward
require a lot of assurance
easily agitated
time for self reflection
or else
i'm definitely gonna lose my friends and
the most impt person in my life.
- Mood: rejected
Ade is back from Aust and here to stay perm. Somehow I'm so tempted to return back to the food industry. However, teaching is still more fulfilling to me. Haa, I'm a hard nut to crack. LOL
After all the fun and laughters, I felt so terribly good! People so do need a good laugh every once in a while. It will really do some good to your body =D
Suxia sent me home! wahaha! so touched! muacks muacks! HAA!!! my new affair!
How I hope that I can open a company and in the company are all my crappy SPA-ians working together. Haa, afterall, my SPA-ians are from all professions! wahaha!
PS: Eileen's 21 alrdy but she is still pentium 1!!!!
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My course is going on well I guess. Haa. Apparently I just slept in this outdoor instruction course. It's super boring with the lecturer telling his experience over and over again, trying to be a joker but his style just CMI. HAA! Flirting at such an old age? Haa! Well well...
I miss the children. Haa, i think fulfillment comes even by looking at them and scolding them.
Oh! OBS is recruiting!!! I'm so tempted! But... I cant cuz if i'm an instructor, i'll be seldom home and I guess dad and mum will just be so upset. I shall just stick on =)
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I hope my family will be more bonded.
- Mood: complacent
I realise that I love flowers too!
Being able to receive flowers from my children are the best Teachers' Day gift for me!
It is only then did I realise that I love flowers too! Haa!!!
so my frens u know what to do?? WAHAHA!!!
It's really sweet of them!
And it's because of their sweetness, I am feeling sad to leave them as I'm going NIE on 14 Sept till 4 Dec.
Oh my! My little Ebony kids.... I will miss you so!
Haa fri was my so called 'last' day thus a few kids actually did a card for me! haa!!!
Super sweet of them and really touched me!
It definitely brought a smile on my face.
I cant bear to leave them for a mere 3 months!!!
The card is like the last day of my life kind of thing? HAAA!!!
Super Funny! 'Goodbye Ms Cheong' HAA with the crying face drawn by them! LOL!!!
But it's sweet and I love it!
Karen treated me to a meal on thurs and gifts on friday.
Haa we so called exchanged gifts cuz it was her birthday and on the other hand, she gave me something in return.
I will definitely miss her too!!! and my SNO! my counsellor! Suet yin, Rachel! Oh my!!! so many!!!!
But it's ok!
CUZ I'll BE BACK!!!
WAHAHA!!!
- Mood:
enthralled
No more sickness please...
So tired after medication.
So bored...
What a costly sickness!
One kid from my class ran away I heard, alarmed the police as well.
luckily they found her eventually.
really wonder what is wrong.
beloved came to visit me last night.
so touched!! =)
i'm on my way to training soon!!!
gotta talk to the P if I can take part time study in uniSIM.
gotta take english with psychology! =)
math is too difficult i guess. LOL
- Location:Singapore, Singapore
- Mood:
blank
Flu, Sore throat, fever and love sick!
Terrible terrible!!!!
no serious illness please...
uber tired!!! sick sick sick!!
such a uncomfortable feeling.
urgh! i don like it!!!
- Mood:
sick
training dates are announced finally. making choices.
everything in life is about making choices.
i am convincing myself to live happily and let go slightly.
be confident and less paranoid.
live in the comfort world of my own, less worries and more happiness.
even i myself, missed my own laughter.
sometimes you just have to leave it by itself and don't take it onto your shoulders so badly.
just treat everything naturally and live daily, happily.
no sadness about yesterdays nor worries about tomorrows.
just take a day by itself.
if it's fated, no matter what, we will still be together.
if it's meant to be, it will be.
treasure today.
don't regret the future.
- Mood:
thoughtful
felt so demoralised when the kids keep mumbling, 'she's mrs tay's assistant...'
they just cant stop.
made me feel so worse.
yeah yeah i'm the assistant, the secretary of the teacher.
a lot of restrictions, lesser communications.
perhaps this role shld nvr start.
teachers are better off by themselves.
me is just an extra, a mini mini dust!
how many teachers will use me correctly? i wonder.
well, i just hate the restrictions i have now.
so many things i want to try to do with them, yet so many restrictions.
in the end, i simply rot in class.
scold ppl to pass time cuz they get on my nerves.
what else can i learn?
well... what a waste of time.
suck suck suck!
- Mood:
aggravated
Humans are humans after all.
They will say they are not interested to know what their partner were doing, but deep inside they are shouting and demanding for an answer from their mate.
They will say it's ok if you don't say, but, if you wanna tok abt it, i will listen.
They will have more questions in their mind for their mate when they said they only have one.
They will act magnanimous when they really cannot take it.
Well, that's me as well. For a very simple reason, I am a human. Sometimes not knowing is better than knowing. Yet, humans are curious and thus, they can never say no to truth. Well, hearing you talk about it is good yet bad.
If I can be the human who don't get curious and live in her happy and harmonious world...
I won't have so many doubts and worries.
I will always be in my comfort zone.
The only thing I could do is to treasure before any regrets occur.
Not to take it too greatly for a simple reason,
What is meant to be, will be...
- Mood: uncomfortable
What got into me? I really wonder. Why have I turned so sensitive? Why am I feeling so insecure? What is happening? Is this a challenge for me?
After using facebook's apps, i started to reflect on myself. Where is the trust I should have on him? Why am I stressing myself up by being so paranoid? Why didn't I trust him? Why didn't I look from another point of view? What has become of me?
I am still very confused and has mixed feelings as well. I dunno what to do till now. I tried my best not to brood about it and I shld trust him. I cannot stop him nor can I control his freedom. It's not right and it will hurt him to do so.
Siew Ling ah Siew Ling...
Please find back the trust you once have on people.
Don't hurt him due to your own sensitivity.
We once loved,
We once fall.
We love again,
We shall nvr fall.
- Mood:
confused
the workshop was not a bad one cuz i finally have some guidelines.
i eat and eat and eat!
morning breakfast, morning tea, lunch,afternoon tea and dinner! haha!!!
i'm gonna grow fat!!!
i'm thinking when will the training dates come because it's alrdy AUGUST!!!
i jus received my pay! WAHAHA!!! but.... it's gone so fast. =.=
- Mood:
silly
My future seem so bleak, unclear and uncertain. Am I taking a correct path or I have actually taken a wrong path? Do I really know what I really want? Am I really nearer to my dream?
Felt so much better after spilling all out myself and thanks to dar dar, his hug and support given was really priceless. I really needed that and I'm so glad that he knows what I needed. I never realise how much I needed a person till yesterday that I have to admit it myself that I needed his accompany, and I really needed him.
I felt so fortunate because I get to know my baby. Got his support and love. That's why I'm still able to carry on.
I dunno how to type out my gratitude nor how to say it out.
But I do want to let him know that,
I didn't know how important you can be to me
till yesterday did I realise that,
I really needed you so badly and
you are really important to me.
I will never be able to find another person
as important as you are to me.
Thanks beloved!
But I do want to let him know that,
I didn't know how important you can be to me
till yesterday did I realise that,
I really needed you so badly and
you are really important to me.
I will never be able to find another person
as important as you are to me.
Thanks beloved!
- Mood: complacent
Today is a rush and pack day. Every Mon and Tue are like that, gotta slog like a COW!
Yet the kids this week just can't behave themselves.
We got to waste so much energy and saliva on them.
Haiz, I better read up the discipline book fast so I can WIN!!!
Energy drained man!!
I believed it was all due to last week that changed them to monster!
IDIOT teacher who teaches them wrongly, joke inappropriate things and make the class into a betting ground =.=
This week was a old and experienced teacher, hard on her to have to control them due to last week shit done by the IDIOT!
He really CANNOT be a teacher! yet, he is going for his training soon! WTH!!!
Hopefully, next week I will not get him to the class again, but if I did, what can I do??
Well, I'm really really pissed with him.
ARGH!
Wonder how many more poor kids must suffer 'cause of him. Haiz.
Have been FB-ing after sch while doing work. LOL!
Teachers must be thinking why AED so damn free can FB but well,
I'm like half FT half AED liao since I have to do so much for them, but
I'm not grumbling, I'm enjoying =D
I just hate it when the IDIOT teacher comes to take and also the rubbish work given by them.
what's more, their files are in a mess =.=
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I miss my dar dar so much!
But I dunno how to help him or console him when he is pissed off.
What can I do to be more understanding?
What can I do to let him know I care?
What can I do to let him feel my love for him?
Hmmm....
- Mood:
blah
It's my new bloggie which depicts my life, my attitude and definitely all about myself =)
I'm just trying this blog out. Heez.
Tiring day, awaiting for weekend to arrive.
I'm missing my baby so much!
- Mood: cheerful
